ahh.
why am i stupid.?
i write personal thoughts on this thing.
and i didnt want anyone to see it.
isnt it stupid.?
that i wrote here.?
haiis.
anyway.
should i put a pws.?
haha.
whatever it is.
IM BACK.!
haha.
from malaysia.!
haha.
hmm.
the roller coaster was COOL.
2 loops.!
HAHA.
so fun.!
but the going down part.
COULD KILL.
those butterflies in my stomach.
ARE SO TICKLISH.!
haha.!!
and i kept laughing.!
haha.
straining my stomach muscle.
haha.
PAIN.
lol.
doesnt matter.
IT WAS FUN AFTER ALL.
haha.
didnt do much shopping.
IN FACT.
I DIDNT.!
haha.
doesnt matter.
shopping is boring
zZz
anyway.
haha.
we watched SCARY MOVIES AT NIGHT.
haha.
it was FUN.
scream together.
laugh together.
this feeling.
rawks.
wahaha.
anyway.
the coach we took.
THAT GUY WHO SERVED US.
IS GAY.
wahaha.
didnt know.
i only thought he was a GIRL.
but later he went to the GUYS TOILET.
haha.
so thats it.
he is gay ^^
haha.
anyway.
it was fun.!
WE WATCHED MOVIES ON THE COACH.!
haha.
ate.
and ate.
drank.
fun ^^
ahh.
cheryl asked me about my previous post.
shocked.
she read.
haha.
was shocked really.
i nv thought anyone would read it.
anyway.
had to tell her isnt it.?
i mean.
its not something that i cant tell..
but.
it hurts telling.
i suppose..
trying hard to keep it inside me.
and now i have to let it go..
i cant do that.!
i cant do that at all..
i thank nick who tried to help.
but i cant.
really.
i cant..
it only hurts.
it only goes.
deeper and deeper.
till i cant reach it.
and when i can finally touch it.
it hurts.
like crazy.
how to let it go.?
i dont know..
anyway.
its going to be new yrs..
i hope i can leave it.
till next time..
till..
next christmas..