there.
its christmas again.
again.
once more.
i see it.
just there.
that memory.
that memory.
of just me.
and you.
celebrating it.
decorating that tree.
with someone.
and thats when.
i felt happy.
really happy.
that you were there for me.
but it all shattered.
gone.
cause of me.
im sorry.
i dont want to remember it.
anymore.
but.
how not to remember.
im now at that very same spot.
very same area.
very same date.
we spent together.
the evidence is gone.
but the memory.
in my brain.
is still there.
i could remember as though
it happened yesterday.
but.
do you remember it.?
does it hurt when you remember it.?
or is it just a memory.
that has passed for 2 years.?
is it just that way.?
if it is.
why does it hurt me.
me alone.
why do i even.
get hurt over such a memory.
but even so.
i dont want to lose this memory.
i dont believe that.
any memory is worth forgetting.
none.
and im sure.
one day.
i'll get over this.
this feeling.
this memory.
im sure.
i'll be able to do that.